It is time for a change.
Will I make the right decision and go the right way?
I keep thinking this is not right for me.
Yet I stay here, and I do not know where to go.
My heart does not belong to me.
It is in a box that is covered with the sins that I cannot see.
I feeling it beating, but it does not look like me.
The changes that I want are something that just cannot be.
When will my mind start to matter to me?
When will I get up the courage and let this all be?
When will I just learn to love me?
I do not know, but tomorrow is another for me to learn and see.
One day I want to be able to love me.