Poem: Everything

Why does my heart not beat?

Why does the moon only rise when I cannot sleep?

Why does death also wish me a happy birthday?

Why does my life never seem complete?

When will there be a time where I can be?

Where the ocean and land meet and everything can be at peace.

The beauty of pain is the desire of the flames, they call our names.

The hope of hurt is the only disaster that you dream.

A life that seems so complete but has holes that run through the feet.

This life is one that has everything, but the same time you have everything.

You then ask yourself is this everything and is this me.

It is still not what you want, but it is what you need.

So, you smile and say cheese.

Think before you act

These last two weeks have really tested my patience. There has been a lot of ups and downs and downs that I really was not prepared for. I thought that this week was going to be different, but as of today it has already started off pretty bad. I have no one to blame , but myself for this mess that I created.

I just do not understand what is going on lately, everything seems to be going good, then out the blue it is as if I just ran into a brick wall. Something I have been thinking for a while is that life is not meant to be easy. If it was easy it would not be worth living. I have come to point in my life, where I just have to learn to roll with the punches. This year has been rough for a lot of people me included, but that does not mean that you have to let it be that way.

They say with age comes wisdom, and honestly I believe that. I am no way saying that I am the smartest person in the room, but I am getting more knowledgeable everyday. I think it is time to learn to think everything out and push through. Tomorrow is only a day away.

A song I have been listening to get through this week,