Poem: Write

I keep trying to find the words to write, but I have nothing to say.

I just do not know where they went, but they are no longer in me.

Pen and paper are no longer my friend, and I do not know where they went.

I want to write, but what do I say?

Can I say it, or will it all be a mistake?

I just know right now I cannot write.

Poem: Good Day

I cannot worry about today.

When I feel the sorrow for tomorrow.

Trying to find the peace that left me yesterday.

Not realizing that it is still with me today.

I will not cry for the seeds that will not grow tomorrow.

I will smile and know that the past will not be my present.

The sun has finally come out, and my shade is no longer needed.

It is a good day.  

Poem: Vanished

Where has the time gone?

It used to be you and me.

Now I do not know what I see.

The birds are loud all around, yet when I see I hear no sound.

Just the beating of a heart that seem a little too small.

Small for the love that I once wanted to share.

Now it has vanished, so has my dream.

There is no more you and me.

It is just me.

As it always has been.

My time has gone.

Poem: A Fade

Where does this pain go?

It seems to just sit in the heart until it can no longer break.

The thoughts circle the ocean that has sunk to the depths of my mind.

I cannot reach the hope that waits above.

I thought I was okay, but I can no longer lie.

I can no longer hide the tears that I want to fall.

Sitting in the despair, that has become my me.

The light no longer shines bright.

It is starting to fade as am I.