Many people wonder why I can’t shed any tears.
I have cried for so long that my water has run dry.
I tried for years to hold back, but that simply would not work.
Every time there is a new dagger that goes to my heart.
It always come from the person that made it grow.
Now that person has slowly turn into a system that you can never say no to.
Instead, you hold it all in and run away.
You go and try to grow, but everyday they cut you down, until there is nothing more to say.
There is nothing more to do.
The pain is so strong that you never know how it let them go.
The question lies do you want them to.
Is the truth what I am hearing.
The day to day is not the same.
My heart is next to me.
The thing is my heart has also left me.
The story of us cannot be written.
It tells a sound with words that shares no vowels.
The heartbeat is hitting all the wrong nots.
Yet I keep playing in hopes the everything sounds right.
This is just a sad song that play over and over again.
What happen to my love?
I tried to find you, but it seems as if it all was a dream.
You were standing next to me, but then I was gone.
The stone was changing, and my heart was all it had.
Trying to be happy because I am here.
Then I turn to the tears and see you are not here.
My love is all over, just your love is all I need.
I search again and still I am left stranded at sea.
Looking for your love, when it should be all over me.
Now I simply cannot see.
It is not the vison that was once in my dreams.
How do I try to make my life right.
When the leaves start to fall, and all I do is go.
Not stopping to hear the rules.
Just breaking them and not looking back.
The same ones that I wrote to hide the hurt.
The hurt you gave, but also the same one I caused.
But the wallet has run dry.
There is no spare change left to fill the void.
The bank is closed, and no loans are allowed.
Now I must start all over, and with all of this I am happy.
I can now begin this journey call life.