Why did you leave me?
Was I not enough for you?
Did my heart not beat harder for you?
Were my wants too much for you to bare?
Was it the way that I never called your name?
I sit alone as the night fades and pray that the daybreak never come.
Asking myself where did I go?
As if you never came into my world.
Trying hard not to cry so that it does not show that I care.
Hiding from people that always calls to check in, but in disbelief when they answer my call.
I am trying to find the words to show how much I miss you.
I just do not want to say them.
Then it will mean that it is all true.
The last time we spoke was the last time I said I love you.
Now I wish I never said goodbye.
I wish that you could see me cry, so you can wipe the tears from my eyes.
There is so much I could as for, but that is all I wish.
I know that it is too much to ask so that is why I wish.