Random writing’s
Where does this pain go?
It seems to just sit in the heart until it can no longer break.
The thoughts circle the ocean that has sunk to the depths of my mind.
I cannot reach the hope that waits above.
I thought I was okay, but I can no longer lie.
I can no longer hide the tears that I want to fall.
Sitting in the despair, that has become my me.
The light no longer shines bright.
It is starting to fade as am I.
The seed is turning.
The tide has risen.
The ocean has started to listen.
No one is talking.
The love is burning the flame.
Showering the water with the open glaze.
Listening to the winds brush it away.
Not knowing that this is our last days.
The last days of a love that made mountains.
The love the broke hills.
The love that no longer has a lover.
This is the end of our days.
Do not cry for me.
Do not shed a tear.
That will not cure the pain that my heart no longer fears.
The sense of hope that now lives in my veins.
The thrills of victory are not cover by defeat.
Trying to win is no longer appetite for me.
When will the ocean learn how to see?
When will the bell never ring?
The same time you stop being with me.
The thought of having it all hurts to bad that I do not want it at all.
I cannot miss you.
If I, do it would mean that I truly love you.
Trying to see the light, but it is too bright.
Trying to find the hope, but I just do not care.
Looking for love that others seem to share.
Not thinking about the present worrying about things that I did not do.
My tears are real, but to you they just do not hit the mark.
Why do I live in this much pain?
Why is it hard for me escape the things?
This is not what I want, but it is feeling like something that I deserve.
I have never been an angel, but the devil never met me.
I just want to go.
Go to a place that most would call home.
Maybe then I will get some rest and finally be at peace.
Misconception 