The change has been made, but the time is still the same.
I called and no one answer.
I look to my left and I see hope.
I look to right and I see despair.
The thought of being full but feeling empty has become normal.
I can smell the roses that you cut from the road, and dance with the stars.
The house that used to sparkle now has dust.
The place that was a home is now just a place with no soul.
Having love for a lifetime has proven untrue.
One day it is here, then just like the sun it disappears, and you hope that it will reappear.
I am just alone right now and that is all because of you.
This is the day that was made for you.
The sun is growing the things you hold dear.
The wind is no longer bothering.
Eyes are wide but filled with anything that holds you dear.
I get up and look to see and then I realize that it is just me.
There is no more you so there is no more we.
Everyday hope the moonlight would lead you back home.
Then the sun rises, and I am all alone.
I do not cry the tears are just dry.
The dust that holds your name, never seems to fit into mine.
You are gone and I am officially all alone.
There is something happening, and I do not know what it is.
The things that used to surround me are slipping away.
The trees are no longer listening.
The wind has stop singing.
I have nothing.
I do not know what I did wrong.
My life used to be okay, and sometimes great.
Now it is just grey.
My friends are no longer here, and my family I let disappear.
I always wanted to be alone.
Now that I am, all I want to do is just go home.
I said I would never come back, now my heart is making me want it.
The love never used to be there, but the silence of being alone is frighting.
I am slowing turning into the person I once feared.
I cannot say their name because it will ring true to death ears.
To be alone does not mean you are lonely.
I am both, and that is not where I want to be.
I need to be free, yet all I want to be is alone and lonely.