Poem: Dream and Awake

I tried to find me today.

It just was not the same.

The claws that hang on my back, went in deeper than before.

I tried to get a move, but my spirt did not want me to.

I keep looking for this dream, but it is not near me.

Where has all this turn to.

I just want to be free.

Am I even dreaming or am I awake?