I took a day off.
Then I remember why that simply cannot be.
My life has been on hold, and now it is holding on to something.
Things that made sense are now a blur.
Make believe is not an option that I can have.
I want a dream, but life is simply anything but.
When will I learn to live with me and not a dream?
Is there a dream that I can have to simply be seen?
I would just like to know, before they tell me to go.