Poem: To Love Me

It is time for a change.

Will I make the right decision and go the right way?

I keep thinking this is not right for me.

Yet I stay here, and I do not know where to go.

My heart does not belong to me.

It is in a box that is covered with the sins that I cannot see.

I feeling it beating, but it does not look like me.

The changes that I want are something that just cannot be.

When will my mind start to matter to me?

When will I get up the courage and let this all be?

When will I just learn to love me?

I do not know, but tomorrow is another for me to learn and see.

One day I want to be able to love me.