I do not want this anymore.
My tears are not enough.
There are no words I can say to make this right.
The thoughts that run around my head have finally made a home.
A place where the burden of life will forever live.
Why do I have to be here?
Why can I not go to place here all hope is gone.
Where life has no end or beginning.
This is not dream that my family dreamt.
This is the nightmare what upon what they wish.
I can only pray for peace, but I wish for disaster.
I just do not want to be anymore.
Yet they say this is my dream.
I just do not like me.
Most importantly I just do not love me.
Misconception 