Poem: Heavy

I do not trust me.

I do know how to let go.

Everything must fall on my shoulder no matter how big or tall.

I just cannot let anything go.

There is something that is brewing inside of me that is taking me out.

My eyes are melting at the thought of getting hurt.

Nobody cares about the human that lives inside the being.

What has happened to us?

What has happened to me?

I want to know, but the answers are one that I cannot see.

To live is to die by the same sword.

This time I just cannot answer.