This is it the day I have dreamt
At least that is what I think.
My world is about rattle and shake yet I am not afraid to fall.
What is about to happen to me.
This is a journey that I just cannot see.
I cannot tell you my story the way I see it.
I cannot say the things that I feel.
The light that is blinding me is finally becoming clear.
I need help, but I do not know who to ask my dear.
Why oh why is this the pain I am feeling.
The depth of my soul is holding on to the despair, that thinks I care.
Will this be the right time for a change to come?
Is this the change that I want it to be.