Poem: Depth

This is it the day I have dreamt

At least that is what I think.

My world is about rattle and shake yet I am not afraid to fall.

What is about to happen to me.

This is a journey that I just cannot see.

I cannot tell you my story the way I see it.

I cannot say the things that I feel.

The light that is blinding me is finally becoming clear.

I need help, but I do not know who to ask my dear.

Why oh why is this the pain I am feeling.

The depth of my soul is holding on to the despair, that thinks I care.

Will this be the right time for a change to come?

Is this the change that I want it to be.