Poem: Just Not Today

I do not want to do this anymore.

My life is worth more than your tears.

My joy brings the sunshine out from the rain.

It heals me when I need pain.

The things I can say that would hurt no longer have words.

The thought of the wind drowns my sorrow.

Living in a bubble that has holds that needs to be pop.

I have learned that I must be me.

I cannot love you the way you love me.

Thinking about the dark only brings me pain.

Deep down that is what makes my heart rain.

Winning and losing is a part of the game we play.

This time I am willing to lose if it means I do not have see you today.