My bones are shatter.
My heart is aching.
Time is running low.
The light that holds my life is running out.
The time to make a move is now.
The strength is no more.
The sorrow is knocking at my door.
Will is see another day.
Do need to see the light go bright?
Or is this just another fight?
The words does not speak.
That is all I can say.
I found a reason to smile today.
I reason from something that I never saw coming.
Something new and exciting has knock on my door.
I open it and a new opportunity has decided to begin.
Then in a blink of an eye it was almost gone.
Without missing a beep, the light almost left my soul.
I saw the end before my new journey could began.
My heart skipped a beat, but my eyes never left the prize.
Then it showed be that today this all could end.
So now I do not sit in pity.
I do not hold my head down in shame.
I will smile everyday because might not be the same.
Another day of sitting.
Another day that was filled with working.
The clock is ticking, but I have not made a move.
My dreams are burning deep inside, but the flames do not burn my soul.
They give it fuel, but not enough to drive.
Thinking of ways to succeed, but too afraid to make that leap.
I want this fire so bad, but I drink too much water.
Dreaming of a better way is hurting the path to get there.
When will the time go for the flames to stretch out?
I know not tomorrow, but I believe they will soon.
This is it the day I have dreamt
At least that is what I think.
My world is about rattle and shake yet I am not afraid to fall.
What is about to happen to me.
This is a journey that I just cannot see.
I cannot tell you my story the way I see it.
I cannot say the things that I feel.
The light that is blinding me is finally becoming clear.
I need help, but I do not know who to ask my dear.
Why oh why is this the pain I am feeling.
The depth of my soul is holding on to the despair, that thinks I care.
Will this be the right time for a change to come?
Is this the change that I want it to be.