Poem: Life Pain here again

Head is hurting, stomach is turning.

Trying to find a way to move, but all I can do is sit still.

A place that I do not know, but it is starting to know me.

Moving in circles, but always end up in a different spot.

This is something that has become my norm.

A time when everything seemed bright, has turned to a time of grief and sadness.

I count the days where my heart stop moving.

The days when my dreams start becoming less real.

The time when I start to realize that this is my life.

The one I did not want, but somehow the one that I chose.