It has been a little over a month since I have started my new fitness journey, and I must say I think it is going well. There has been a lot of ups and downs the last couple of weeks, but I am starting to feel more comfortable with my body. This has been the struggle that I have been facing the last couple of years.
This is something that I have been wanting to do for so long, but it has not been easy. There has been time that I hated the way I look, and I wanted to do something about it. I did something about it. This journey started about 10 years ago, and it one that I think I will be on for the rest of my life. It is a process that I know what I need to do but am I willing to do it. This time I am.
When I turn 30, I think something clicked for me that made me start to see myself in way that was not filled with hate but accepting the person that I am and learning to love that person. This year I have done only that figuring out ways to love me for me and not let anything negative stick with me. This has not been easy, and each I treat as new day to be love.
This time with me having a coach I feel like I can achieve the goals that I have been searching for my whole life. I must say one thing that has happen with this is that I am not writing or reading at all anymore like I would want to. That is what my goal is for this week is to write. I just want to just do everything I love and be happy. That is my goal, and I coming to do just that.