The drain to my soul is full.
It is clogged with all the bad decisions I had to make.
Some I think were good, but most has caused me to be stuck.
Stuck in situation where I cannot get lose.
The worse part is I did them all for you.
I wanted to make you feel clear, and it only stuck to me.
Now I am filled with the decisions that hurt others, but gave you joy.
Is that all I am good for?
To make you feel better, by hurting others.
Making myself dirty while you stay clean.
What can I do to become clean?
To be able to open and fill complete?
Time will tell, but my drain is just not well.