Today I am scared,
I do not know why, but something is terrifying to me.
My bones are hurting, and my soul is shaking.
I wake up and I cannot breathe.
I wonder is this the end.
This is all I got.
Sometimes I hope so, but then what will be the point.
My life is over, and I have done nothing, and now I cannot not move.
Why can I not move?
What is going on with me.
I do not understand why my heart is beating a 1000 time faster than before.
I try to stay positive, but I cannot find a positive thought in my head.
Have I always been down?
The answer is yes.
That is who I am.
That is who I will be.