Under Control

Well I have to admit that I have not kept up with my promise to write at least once everyday, but I just did not have the energy or time to do it. I will try to be better, but I honestly can’t make a promise on that, and as they say promises are made to be broken. I will do better in order for me to get to better situation I have to learn how to adjust to things that are out of my control.

A thing I have come to learn is that life is hard, but it is fun and something that should be cherish everyday, but it is hard. If life wasn’t hard would it be worth living? I do not think so, struggling is something that makes life worth living, it gives you hope knowing that tomorrow could be a better day. The beautiful thing about life is that we do not really have any control over it. We do not know for certain how our story will end, all we know is that it will end. Yet, we have all the questions about why?

The last few days have been up and down. There has been a lot questions that I would like to know or get a better understanding. One of the questions is how do you know when to move on, and how to be sure you it is time to move on?  I have the answer, but the one thing that is always tough is are you sure. I have a very big problem with second guessing myself. I will make every excuse in the world to not do, but I know that in order for me to get better I have to pull the plug.

This is short, but the next post will be better.